kicked thru the heart and its ok

this was a trackpad doodle i did last night before i fell asleep cuz i was tryin to describe to chase how weird it felt when i realized i was love him like a year and a half ago, cuz it was like a "oh shit oh fuck oh no" feeling but in a GOOD way cuz i knew this weird really good feelin was happenin and that i was FUCKED

and hte best way i can describe the sensation (physical and emotional) was like my heart had a swift hard kick from a beautiful pink soft angel, and the intense feeling wasnt pain but painful levels of pleasure. like it felt so good it almost hurt. heart bdsm

i had to give him this visual to explain it